Reviewed in Autism: The International Journal of Research and Practice

By Wendy Lawson
Volume 8, Issue 2, June 2004

Aquamarine Blue 5 is an absolute gem! To date, I have not read any material that says so much, so well. The essays are individually representative of the authors’ experience but I also believe they represent the wider community of individuals with high functioning autism and Asperger’s syndrome. I found myself saying “yes,” “yes,” “yes” to every page.

As a professional I was enthralled by the authors’ insight, knowledge of themselves and of the world we all live in, as well as their ability to communicate this to others. As an individual with autism I felt a real sense of identity, belonging, of understanding and of mutuality. Amongst the population of mostly typical individuals it is very difficult to find oneself “at home” with who we are as individuals with autism and to find role models to look up to, admire and learn from. I learnt so much from this book! I learnt that I am not the only one battling with the social demand of everyday life. I learnt that others have difficulty with numbers and with locating themselves in time and space. I learnt that being disorganised and in need of support is common for those of us on the autistic spectrum. In my heart I sensed a feeling of “family” unlike any I have had before.

When one reads texts on autism or one listens to speakers at a conference it can be tempting to “see” individuals with autism as just another “disability group” or as a population “out there” who are suffering and in need of sympathy. “Oh poor darlings,” one might say, or “how hard for the parents.” This book truly challenges this concept. It is obvious that the authors are capable, responsible, motivated and willing to contribute to the world we all share. It is my hope that this book will be taken seriously and will contribute immensely to misguided beliefs about individuals with autism. The skeptics who see only our difficulties and inabilities need to explore their own hearts and ask themselves “why” this is all they see. Maybe the problem lies with them and not with us!

Taking time to accommodate an individual’s learning and mentor them obviously pays off. Some of the authors of this book write to tell us of their trials, successes and ongoing achievements. Some of the authors of this book are at the point of “giving up.” They no longer have the motivation or energy to try. Their story could be a last ditch effort to reach out and let us know how it is for them; how it might be for others if we fail to listen. This book is of immense value. Its treasure has been hitherto unknown by the vast majority. Now, it is available for all. I trust it will be widely read and appreciated as a text that will assist in building understanding and support. I also hope that the words of the authors will find their way into the positive building of our lives as individuals with autism. At last we are hearing more of the full story as told by truly courageous individuals. Thank you.

Autism
Volume 8, Issue 2
June 2004